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What

No. If I stopped caring I'd just make all the same mistakes over again.

[He's had a long time to think about this, to find a happy medium between drowning in his own guilt and just putting everything in a box and chucking it off a cliff. It's been hard. He's had fights about it. Ford told him to do this exact thing, once, and it made him want to push Ford out a window. If being heartless is what you think it takes to be happy I don't want any part in it. He'd meant that.]

And I don't think I'd like the man it would turn me into.

[Huh. That's... a little surprising, considering the context he thought was happening here. It makes sense that Fidds is some kind of emotional dude, from what he knows about him, but... this kind of reaction, a very definitive response, means he knows something exactly about this.

He wonders what he might have seen to make him believe being more vulnerable was the right course of action. He can't imagine it.]

i mean
you can learn from things and not let it like
eat all your emotions for fucked up brunch for the rest of forever
but you do you my man
last thing im gonna do is become the feelings cops

Well sure. But it's not all one or the other.

[Months and months of therapy to get to that point, but it helped.]

You can put something behind you without pretending it's not there. In my opinion that'll help you even less than carrying it with you would.

[mmmmm working on yourself? therapy? no,,,,,]

welp
glad that worked for you my man
i think my body is going to give out on me so iiiiiiim gonna sleep
keep that dick pic as a reminder of me
your favorite man
;)

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<teslacoils> finally a use for this icon

<coolertwin> omfg

<teslacoils> i also didn't realize until just now that this conversation started in FEBRUARY ????

<coolertwin> YEAH WE... YEAH, IT'S COOL, WE'RE FINE