I haven't gotten that far either. Not really. You need time for that, I was supposed to have these three years to watch him grow and gradually wean myself off having him in my household under my authority and adjust to his being a man.
There's been no passage of time, no series of moments of my watching him change and step out and who knows maybe even challenging me directly. I've been given nothing to prepare me for this. Nothing. I wasn't ready, I'm not ready.
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There's been no passage of time, no series of moments of my watching him change and step out and who knows maybe even challenging me directly. I've been given nothing to prepare me for this. Nothing. I wasn't ready, I'm not ready.