[This time Fiddleford allows himself to take his time with this kiss. It's not passionate, exactly, but it's less of a sudden impulsive thing and more slow and thorough. What he discovers is... bolstering, in a weird way. It's honestly like kissing a woman if he closes his eyes. There's no different feel to it like he thought there somehow might be. It's just a kiss, and a good kiss at that. The buzz of anxiety that had been preparing itself to flare into a real panic attack instead quiets and fades out into nothing, chased away by the cool softness of Marco's lips.
Justine's kisses never did that to him but his wife's sure did, what feels like a lifetime ago. There... there is something to this. He can't deny that anymore, even if acknowledging it is terrifying.
His tail shifts beneath Marco and another loop of it lifts to press gently against Marco's back in a scaly caress. It's as much a product of the mental influence of his parasite as it is simply something he wants... or perhaps the parasite is simply making it easier to do something he'd want to do anyway. It just feels right to have Marco as close as possible, especially now.
He doesn't want to stop. He knows that when this is over he'll have to leave behind the safety of this kiss and have a talk about what it means, and he doesn't know if he's ready for that. He decides to leave it to Marco to break it.]
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Justine's kisses never did that to him but his wife's sure did, what feels like a lifetime ago. There... there is something to this. He can't deny that anymore, even if acknowledging it is terrifying.
His tail shifts beneath Marco and another loop of it lifts to press gently against Marco's back in a scaly caress. It's as much a product of the mental influence of his parasite as it is simply something he wants... or perhaps the parasite is simply making it easier to do something he'd want to do anyway. It just feels right to have Marco as close as possible, especially now.
He doesn't want to stop. He knows that when this is over he'll have to leave behind the safety of this kiss and have a talk about what it means, and he doesn't know if he's ready for that. He decides to leave it to Marco to break it.]