[Don't you dare make him and his very sensitive snake tongue indirectly kiss your gross Fog mouth, Rohan Kishibe. God dammit.]
It... the thing is --
I'm scared to remember what I might get back. Whatever gave me this scar. Anythin' else I lost. Remember when you brought back that -- that thing you had me draw for you? I'm still drawin' eyes whenever I let my guard down enough not to notice.
It's-- it's just a complicated issue. Is all. For me.
[He can't quite come out and say it was an addiction, not yet. Mainly it's because he's ashamed of how easily he's considering backsliding now that the option is open to him. He knows he shouldn't, knows it's better for his mind to be whole, but there's still that weak, cowardly part of him that wants to be blissfully unaware.
He hates that part of him more than he hates his snake brain.]
addiction stuff from this point on i guess?
It... the thing is --
I'm scared to remember what I might get back. Whatever gave me this scar. Anythin' else I lost. Remember when you brought back that -- that thing you had me draw for you? I'm still drawin' eyes whenever I let my guard down enough not to notice.
It's-- it's just a complicated issue. Is all. For me.
[He can't quite come out and say it was an addiction, not yet. Mainly it's because he's ashamed of how easily he's considering backsliding now that the option is open to him. He knows he shouldn't, knows it's better for his mind to be whole, but there's still that weak, cowardly part of him that wants to be blissfully unaware.
He hates that part of him more than he hates his snake brain.]